Alright so just to clarify, I will not talk about weight loss or anything like that. I ha…
2021-01-14T09:01:00.000Z · Foodie Beauty
Alright so just to clarify, I will not talk about weight loss or anything like that. I have a long journey ahead and I am certain sharing it publicly will only hinder progress. I need to protect myself and keep in a positive frame of mind. When I share methods of self-improvement etc it just gets picked apart and talked about negatively (and these people are not professionals btw) mostly by people who don't understand what I am doing. I will no longer allow people to shame me on my own channel if I do a video where I am eating something because I have a right to eat what I want YES even in a bigger body. I find it very triggering to do weight loss content and now I understand why and because of this, I am certain I will keep to only doing a variety of content that is food (because food is not an enemy it is just food), hauls, try on, short films, drives, walks, Peetz etc. This does not mean I am not on a health journey because I most certainly am, and while my treatment seems counter-intuitive, I trust my therapist and dietician who have helped so many like myself. Someday I will share more but for now I agree with their advice that for the sake of mental health preservation, this is the best choice for me right now. I know this has all been said before but it bears repeating and this time with a different outcome! This is not meant as an attack post. I am in quite a good mood as I write this. Love you guys and thank you all for watching me. Xoxoxox.