I am just going to leave this here. I have some things I want to say re my weight. Yes, s…
2020-08-14T12:00:00.000Z · Foodie Beauty
I am just going to leave this here. I have some things I want to say re my weight. Yes, something I said I would never do (wouldn’t be the first time lol). I weighed myself today. I weighed 401.3 lbs. my highest I ever weighed in at before this was 400lbs. The massive weight gain so many feel the need to be so opinionated on is a massive 1.3 lbs! It is not my goal to gain more weight. It is my goal to learn to stop hating the body I am in. To reject society’s hatred for fat people. To reject diet culture. To slowly reduce my calorie intake to allow my hormones and metabolism to catch up and not make my body think I am starving it so that I will want to eat everything in sight. I will not restrict myself. I will not diet. I will not cut carbs or other food groups. All of the issues I have cannot be beat with a diet or by cutting carbs or by vilifying certain foods or by hating myself and feeling like I committed a crime by eating too much. I KNOW I have work to do on myself as WE ALL DO. I am jot going to waste my time striking channels for obsessing over my weight. I could care less if you are disgusted by my fupa or fat etc. I love myself and want to work on myself but it isn’t easy. It takes time. I am done apologizing and explaining myself for the way I am. Now you know. Now I am going to go enjoy a good hearty meal and will continue to eat what I want to on my channel. All people eat. Fat or thin. Get over it. Xo